Shit makes me feel worse about myself. I fucking KNEW u didn't like me back, idk why the actual fuck I confused. Im so fucking stupid

Then I don't get how u don't like me. Ik it's u being aroace or whatever it was called, but how the hell-

Layla just please be honest. I'm serious, I don't care what u say. I'm fucking used to it, I can handle it

First thing about me being "Pretty", that's gotta be the biggest lie I've ever seen.

NO It's not. I HATE myself and wish I could go back and stop myself from saying that. I know you'd never ever like me and I'm too fucking ugly and fat for u to even like me.

I'm so fucking embarrassed

Wha?? No?

I should've never said "I like you" to u. Now every time I think about liking u, I want to fucking die.

Back to fucking killing myself

But I get back from P.E last period then I go home, so I'm all tired and fucking sweaty and have a massive headache. I wish I could call u tho.

Sometimes I just need more of u. Like calling u, not just texting. Because I at least see my friends everyday and talk to them in person. But ur far away and I can't even fucking see u unless u drive or fly here. So that's kinda why I get really sad or freak out a bit when I dont call u when I really wanted to call u.

How are you going to stop me.

I want to.

And I'm gonna fucking kill myself, how about that

Here's the thing. No one likes me. I hate myself. You don't like me back, u can't change those things or convince me into thinking something else.

I'm not good at drawing. I'd be too problematic for u irl.

Promise me rn. You would.

You'd get sick of me.

I'm not if they all never like being around me

One more thing to add. You don't like me back.