i wish i fucking died

i wish i rly fucking died...

im sorry for what i did, if ur still alive plz give me a sign, anything..! i just want to know if ur ok... i dont wanna have ur death on my mind, i'd rather kill myself..!
im just sorry... for everything i said and did and ik its probably too late to even tell u that but ily...
i hope ur ok, and if not, peace to ur soul...

i wish i didnt said that and shutted my feelings once more...

plz dont tell me u killed urself plz...
i beg u just stay with me PLZ I DIDNT MEAN IT MY PARENTS JUST OBLIGED ME AGAIN
... fuck what kind of an asshole i am..

u sound like my ex rn shut up i think he just died

hey? atleast 1 goodbye?

yes u fucking can, ur just scared to liive whitout me.
but trust me, i could live whitout my mother even tho i loved her before, so u can whitout me.

i wish i died before meeting u if i knew i would hurt u so much, i dont wanna cause u anymore pain...
so just bye. im doing this for ur good, for ur mental and physical health, i'll miss u but its for ur sake that i do that ok?
i wish u will have the best life ever, but whitout me ruinning it.

ik i've been a lil shit for quiet a while, and ik u should just hate me
but when u dont tell me what's wrong i cant just magically guess it, so i blame myself
and just- find someone better than me at this point.

nvm im alive

and i was strong enough to endure all u did to me

u just changed too much, u became ruder, u became a meaner part of u
and i though i could count on u but, it just hurts me

hey, gonna kill myself now bye.

Alr... and when u come back plz dont talk to me ever again

im dumb ik... :(

what is multivation

*hugs back* ty for wha-?

aaww bae... yk im always here for u <3
and they are just all assholes... dont listen to them

no im here cuz i love u bae :<
ur my sweet angel!