I’ll that’s why I almost killed myself when I was a little
Mostly because I thought I was a big failure
I still kinda do

I don’t live
I die

Don't be so hard on yourself
And you don't gotta die i'd miss you so much not like you care or anything but still
expierence comes with pain and insult

whitout me nothing of all that would have happened, i wish i died at birth or atleast before meeting my bf he was my fucking everything why did i hurt him that way, im a fucking asshole
im pretty sure he's fucking dead because of me i just wanna fucking join him at this point

we had an argument with my bf and he tent to have strong suicidal thoughs, and i told him he's better off whitout me cuz he said i was toxic then he said he couldnt live whitout me and now its been 3 hours he didnt answered its all my fault again and now i have a death on the mind like all my problems wasnt enough