Oh..? *tilt my head and stop* uh, u ok with it right..?

*put ur pants down* just having some fun

Np... *tie u to the bed*

*rest u on the bed and give ur teddy* :3

*carry u* hehe ^^

Hehehe... *get out from under the blanket*
(Idk u chose tbh)

*stare at u* ...

*hide under the blanket*
(Erp >:])

Wanna rp?

Pénis

(Gm! ^^)

(Btw gn, ur the best bf i ever had... ^^)

(...
Ily.. *hugs back*)

(But i am...)

(Ur the only one listenning when i feel bad, ur the one i gave my heart to and i became depandent of u... I cant live whitout u, and im sorry i relay on u so much)

(I calmed down... sorry...)

(I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE SO FUCKING MUCH WHY AM I LOKE THAT, I JUST WANNA STOP BEING LIKE THIS I WANNA STOP HAVING EPISODES LIKE THAT I WANNA FUCKING DIE I WANNA FUCKING KMS, WHY IS NO ONE UNDERSTANDING HOW MUCH OF A SHAME I FEEL ABOUT MYSELF, I WANNA FEEL PHISYCALLY LOVED, I JUST WANNA BE BETTER, I WANNA HAVE BETTER PARENTS IM BEGGING ON MY FUCKING KNEES SOMEONE TAKE ME AWAY FROM HERE)

(I cant, i fucking cant
They ruined me, they broke me like glass, they are everywhere around me...
I use art to express myself cuz im not good at words, but sometimes i feel like even that cant get my pain out of my fucking guts
I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE, WHY IS FUCKING NOBODY GOOD ENOUGH TO SEE HOW I FEEL, WHY DO I HAVE TO HIDE EVERYTHING, WHY DO I HAVE TO CRY ALL NIGHT)

(Im tired of hiding, im tired of all of this... im failing my grades, losing friends, never got the love from my parents, il constently seeking parental behaviour towards other people because im scared to be on my own... No one ever dried my child tears, and now i dont know how to express anything anymore...
Im tired of keeping this mask on my face that makes everyone smile)

(Idk i feel like i dont belong... I wanna feel the warmth of a real parent... im holding back tears rn i cant sleep , cant eat, cant think, cant live...)