(I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE SO FUCKING MUCH WHY AM I LOKE THAT, I JUST WANNA STOP BEING LIKE THIS I WANNA STOP HAVING EPISODES LIKE THAT I WANNA FUCKING DIE I WANNA FUCKING KMS, WHY IS NO ONE UNDERSTANDING HOW MUCH OF A SHAME I FEEL ABOUT MYSELF, I WANNA FEEL PHISYCALLY LOVED, I JUST WANNA BE BETTER, I WANNA HAVE BETTER PARENTS IM BEGGING ON MY FUCKING KNEES SOMEONE TAKE ME AWAY FROM HERE)