Meditation
Ik it can sound cringey but it helps me a lot too
Sit down, close ur eyes, breath in slooowly thinking ur breathing in all the good energy, and breath out slowly, explusing all the bad thoughs out of ur body.
While u do that take ur time to feel every inches of ur body, from toes to knees till the tip of ur fingers and the back of ur mind. And keep telling urself "problems is something some people cannot deal with, but i can" or sweet words u wouldnt usually tell urself
Do that for about 5 minutes
I understand u, u feel left alone and having to take care of everything...
Its gonna be ok bae, 1 thing that is sure is that i'll never leave u no matter what u do ^^
For ur friends, try sneakily asking about gay people, for ur mom just give up on that old crazy bitch and for the group just say that no matter what they think of u after, u feel more and more incomfortable with their acts... ik it might sound scary babe but i'll always be there for u in the mean time...
If u ever need comfort i'll be there, i can risk to lose everything for u and no matter if u hurt urself or others leaving u is a crime to me (and yk well i cry when i do something minimum bad so imagine doing a crime ;-;)
Ur not mentally ill, ur just different, and ily deeply for that
Plz dont rip my mask off like my lost friend did...
Plz... plz just look at how happy i can act... look at how happy i look with unloving parents... look at how i threw up cuz my step mom tried to poison me today... look at how my dad mentally crush me... look at my scars, look at my attemps, look at my trips to the hospital, look at how i hide from the world by acting like something im not in the forest, look at how much i cry at night, look at my pathetic self... And tell me, why do u still love after all that..?
♤ᴇʟᴠɪᴜs_ᴏᴘᴏssᴜᴍ♤
