Well, I'm hiding my Secret being bisexual from my friends since years because I'm scared that they won't accept me, I have this feeling that this is making me mentally sicker and sicker,
I'm scared to lose u, the group I'm in is Pulling me into criminal and illegal Activities even more and my head is forcing me not to leave because I wanna be respected and they the members will else see me as a weak traitor
My mum is keep threatning me that she will give me to the Adoption Center, at least she can't beat me anymore because I'm tall and old enough to defend myself, but still
I feel unnormal, it's like a Mixture of horrible and mentally ill.