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The uh, Original account was lost, Couldnt really access the original account since i have also forgotten the password for it, I tried to find a way but couldnt get it, Since the original owner wasnt me, But rather a friend in which he gave me the account when i was asking for a gmail account since i do not know how to create one, I may have created one, But the data is lost and been deleted since in the previous phone that had it factory reset due to a problem in the system, Anyways, It has been what like 4 to 3 years?, Alright then, Get back into it, AND IM ALIVE YOU CONSPIRECY THEORIESTS, Also hi again, But ill be drawing for fun and entertainment, Since thats what i usually do And i believe i have created another account like it But didnt really feel intrested in that at best, Lol, But hey!, I hope thisll be another start, Also when viewing my past it was, Very very inconspicously an embarrassing, Like literally, One time, Very edgy dark room, Lol Anyways, Ive like literally come back anonymously, Like in a sense of different accounts and different personas, And etc, Also thanks for reading, If you have been even been reading all of it, Thanks, And ill say this, Look into the good side of things, Not just the bad sides. Even when you are in the darkest times of your life, There will be people thatll help or try to, But you are the solver and the problem, And this is one factor of truth, Your choice and what you do will always matter, Even how it seems insignificant and useless it may seem, It will effect you and others.
[You say you arent even though it is apparent. Different people has different perception on what can be and what cant be intresting. For me you are. Im also literally listening to cable core markiplier right now..]
[Im sorry if i just have like less of a feeling over this since recently. Sorry. But yeah thats cool.. i wouldve been cheering and celebrating. ill be back alright?. ill be dealing with these thoughts.]
[It was.. I didnt ask him whether he was feeling okay or fine, I just saw his face, seeming so happy.. Yet truly just tormented, sorry for saying this. I had every chance to ask and see yet i didnt..]
[It is about the past friend of mine, who i failed to save. Now causes a major reason for me not to be afraid to ask whats wrong or whats the problem to each person, Conversing and conversing with each one, just the thought of it hurts. When a person is seeming happy, i always think now that they may be faking it, deep within is always a tormented soul. Wanting to make people happy and joyous, While they themselves rot away.. Being bullied and just wanting to make the bullies happy.. well thats a basic story from him.]
[The more i think about it the more that im glad im asking why and research more about it, its about just the one who i failed to save. But you shouldnt really worry about it much.]
🍵 [To gain more insight on your current situation, to either try and research about it and what may be the best way to solving that certain issue, but by what youve said yeah MOVING OUT is really good. More than ones, i could be seeing another dearest friend of mine gone.. But hey. It is without a doubt just me trying to assist you and you letting off your steam. More than a book.]
🍵 [Alright.. but im still worried though to be honest. I wont say anythin more of canada.. Just stay safe alright?. Dont get wubbled too much.] < I made that word up >
[Alright.. Thats just too much to bear, but isnt there like a law forbidding a broken up couple or like a consentual about it?. But even that wont do anything i guess.. I just hope you stay safe and get well enough, im out of pockets of things that may help other than that, i wonder what causes those type of person to have that type of mindset, Either gratification, satisfaction or for pleasure.. Thanks for informing me about this.]
🍵 [So what'll be the course of action when youve said, She thinks that my grandfather might have given her adress (Aka your mother) to him (Aka your father). I have a bad feeling that it will end up badly again if i say, Family therapy or stuff like that to try and get things better but thats literally like a low chance of happening, sorry for me asking reluctently and for you experiences.. Since the only thing i can do is give some quote on quote Advices. And the ideas on what you should do on that certain situation, But it may be better to maybe like ask your grandfather if you have contact online if you have. But i really dont know whether family therapy will help since i know men differs from one another in each feeling, Whether regretful or guilty, Or feeling little to none, Ugh... i dont exactly know what you guys may actually do..]
Mike°
