LMFAAOAOAOSJAADOJDZUHOUHC OK UR RIGHT. THAT IS ONE OF THE REASONS. BUT I JUST ENED A SLEEPSCHECULE

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Heh. Hell yeah.🩷

IVE HAD MULTIPLE ALL NIGHTERS AAYYYYYYYYY

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I THINK UR MORE TIRED THAN ME BEFAJSE ITS 2 AM EEEHEHAHAHAAAHAHDUDOSH We just roke up.

the ONLY name i thought of that stuck with me for a bit was ivory 💔🙏

AWWABAWSBABASIJINDJZJZDN BUT IM GONNA BE PULLING AN ALL NIGHTER ARE U SURE 💛🩷

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YES BECAUSE I AM SO UNORIGINAL WITH NAMES

YAYAAYAY🥹🥹
you should go to sleep tho if u eepy 🧍‍♂️💛💛💛🩷🩷🩷💛🩷💛💛🩷

im gonna be thinking of kid names now🥹🥹🥹

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hheahjaehjoadhjdzzddx i get happy justthinking of being with u whwn we grow up🥹

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youre way too good for me oomaaghuahshshkhsjijjsijhsh

im just so disappointed in myself because of all this hate i have not only for myself but for otherw i dont know why im so hate filled and i dont know why i can get so envious and spiteful over other people being happier than me or being more successful on fucking animemaker of all things

everytime i think of you it brings me a reason to stay alive

im gonna try my hardest to stay alive as long as i can
im gonna be happy if i make it to 25
ill really try to do something about it i will

you make me so happy ash i love y ou sosossj dx djsoad sdak uch im so sorru you have to deal with me being like this i dont think anuone else was this nice to mee in ages hefore i met u and the others i dont even know how much ive been mistreated but i think i went through some psychological warfare as a little child i dont even know anymore im sorry

i think i might die at a young age because of my current general health state .. i can barely breathe most of the time, my lungs have a very small capacity and i could faint from just 5 minutes of exercise, my heart beats abnormally slowly and quietly, my blood has barely enough iron levels to function properly and i dont even check in on that, my brain is just so muddled up and mixed about everything, i cant even do normal hygiene i just havesuch bad procrastination and such low amounts of hope ive basically given up on myself
also i think my liver is slowly failing or atleast some crucial lower organ because ive been having tightening feelings and / or stabbing pains in my abdomen and the center of my chest
i think the bad health is finally getting tto me and it just makes me give up even more