I'm so sorry for you that you had to go through this, irl people being a**holes, feeling hated/distant irl, parents arguing/family issues, using internet as an escape from this
You're doing a great job being a fun happy person here online, being the person that you can't be irl(as you said, but I'm sure you're going to be someday!)
And you did also a great job to let it out, because holding it for a long time is not healthy
Remember we're here to support if you need anyone to listen to you and to comfort you, we're here for you!