Hey...

He's just going through a lot of stuff and stress from work and fanily issues. Any luck finding a new way to communicate?

Yeah, except he just asked to take a break from the relationship

Good, he's been kinda absent lately because of work but other than that things are fine.

That's great, I'm so happy for you! Does she have discord or anything? Maybe you could introduce us :3

How long are you going to be working where you do now? Because we need to figure out a different way to communicate before this gets cut off.

It just hurts that I can't do anything to make it better. I hope we can get back together for college. I really thought we could make it.

I can't just be friends with you, it would be torture. I wish I could show you how perfect you are in my eyes, so you wouldn't feel so worthless all the time. You deserve to care about yourself

I'm sorry, I'm not trying to be manipulative. I knew I was being selfish when I asked that question, and I shouldn't have. I'm scared of losing you. I was so sure that our relationship would make it, and now I might lose it. I wish I was enough for you. You've always been enough for me

It's your parents who are in the way, if they weren't so fucking terrible we'd be able to do things together as a couple, like play games and watch movies. We'd be able to actually meet. Isn't it better to at least have me?

It's really hard for me to accept that you're taking a break. I'm scared of losing you

Well if you want a partner I'm still here. I'm never gonna stop loving you. I couldn't if I wanted to. I hope you do survive lol, I still have to give you cuddles after all.

Ah lol, I probably should have realized that :p. I bought myself a vibrator >:3! I've been using it in place of fapping normally and it's actually heavenly 🤤. I also got myself a nice crop top sweater, but I don't wear it outside of my room. I'm so excited to be able to move out 😭. Speaking of which, when do you think you'll be able to move out?

I've been good! I have a heavy class workload right now so I'm kinda struggling with that but otherwise I'm fine. I've been taking a few more risks and buying some fun stuff, so that's helped a bit. I actually have Dead Cells, I just forgot to mention it. The gameplay loop doesn't quite hit right for me, but it's still fun to play every once in a while. You're making songs, you say? What genre?

Omg I typed a whole response and it just didn't even send wtf 😭 Anyways I'm glad to hear things are going well for you! I was worried that things would get worse tbh. I've been playing lots of Noita recently, it's a PC game but if you ever get the chance you should play it. I'm so happy therapy is helping you! You mean so much to me, so it's always nice to hear that you're improving yourself. You should totally post the sona on here so I can see it! I'm working on a bunch of passion projects right now, I'll have to catch you up on them when we get abetter way to talk.

Trust me when I say that you have always been enough for me. I hope you can find a good relationship! (I'll still be jealous though ;3) Have you had a chance to do anything fun lately? Play any games, build more gunpla, stuff like that? I know your parents suck even more than mine do but I hope it's not too terrible over there. It would be really nice if we had some other way to communicate that didn't require you to be at work. I miss being able to talk to you regularly, it was nice. I'm glad to hear therapy has been working for you, what kind of improvements have you been seeing?

I'm still open as an option if you ever find a way to reach me. Again, the diapers aren't important. I don't care about them. I care about you. I know I can't provide anything physical but I can provide emotional support. Would you ever want to get back together?

It's been going great! He's really really good at teasing me lol ><. Is the break helping you feel any better?

Ohhhhh, oki! Sorry, I misunderstood. How has life been for you?

Ooo, interesting! What do those look like?