it's fine i was also kinda suicidal at 8 and I hated everyone at my school and its okay to open up ik it's hard to open up because u think people might judge but sometimes it's needed to open up. To let all of those things you've been hiding for so long.. Don't fear anything.. I may be bad at helping people with mental problems but I try to keep my friends alive so if u ever feel like hanging out or opening up us people r here for u :)
It's not emo at all to be depressed or paranoid or anything really u jus need someone to open up to
Please take care of ur self and since it's ur own life ur able to create ur own pathway ur own key to victory.
