Im regreting saying that

And of course on the first day back at school,me and my friends will get bombsrded with questions

The voices said this:on the weeks leading up the new years day,you will stare at the knife block,on the day after new year,something will snap,and youll go completely nuts,youll stay nuts for a half a year and get back home in 2019

Just do it! There's nothing to be afraid of! If you tell them, they could help you so much and a few days later, you won't even have these problems anymore!

I cant!thats the problem!my parents love me VERY much but im scared of telling them.......they dont even know that i have mental disorders!