Something about me is im phocopafic but i was crying inside

Wait what? How could you not cry for that.

My great-grandmother died a year ago.......and i didnt cry.AT ALL.i practically refused to cry

Oh you know what, one night when I found out my uncle died, I was going to sleep but every 5 minutes when I closed my eyes I'd here music or like a drum or trumpet or something. But that was the last time it happened! It was in May on Monday...

And tehy said i would be going to a mental hospital for a year