One time someone said to me and I still remember it, they said " go fail at helping someone else " and for me at that time it hurt but now from this I feel like I'm slowly going insane, like I'm lieing to myself, my own self just to stop myself from beating my head into the wall, I may seem normal but when you really think about it, I will never be ok, and I said something one time that I think it came true, I said " I would rather be sad judt so everyone is happy " and I think it came true, I try working on myself to get better but when I think about it, I feel if I'm a good but hurt and broken person who is putting on a smile so no one see the pain grow

Everyone loves you and looks up to you Wendy why else do you think I want the positive you back you help people you are kind and you are special and you are an ultimate I always believed that your ultimate talent is helping others and that someday you’de be an inspiration to everyone but your just not acting like it Wendy. Just remember to be yourself and do what you think is right.

I can't really do that from the fact that I get worried for other poeple so much it kind of scares me to think " what if someone is sad right now and I'm not helping them " and I'm just so selfless that it hurts me everyday, when will I stop living for this to go away, idk days, weeks, months, years, idk

I lie to myself every morning, when I get up in thr morning I say this will be a good day but no it all ways end up being a blood train Rec

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