Itโs just... i canโt explain Iโm... not the same anymore but youโll always be my brother no matter what ill try my best to be happy Evan if it means my life... I try but... something is wrong with me and I know Iโm not the only one going through this.. but please.. be happy it will make me happy to know that your happy... but...Iโll try to tell you what happened if I can remember..