Itβs just... i canβt explain Iβm... not the same anymore but youβll always be my brother no matter what ill try my best to be happy Evan if it means my life... I try but... something is wrong with me and I know Iβm not the only one going through this.. but please.. be happy it will make me happy to know that your happy... but...Iβll try to tell you what happened if I can remember..