I dont slime at all i just drow in a sea of same

And... if you question abort he boys using me to fight them, that's because they think it's funny. I hate that. They get me into trouble all the time

The reason i don't smile is because it Tireing. Not because I'm sad. I'm so insecure about my teeth and my arms, such as my whole body. But I don't make a frown. I just have this blank face with no emotion. But, I'm funny at the same time. My laugh is absolutely humorous, heck, I was even the class clown. But, I want to restart life... make people understand being funny isn't at all great. It makes you unattractive, in which; the boys use me for punching them, since I'm known for fighting my sister, like how dogs play fight. It's crazy how people think really funny people don't have bad lives. I deal with horrible things at home..... that's all I have to say.

I know fake happiness better than myself

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