Again and Again
I feel the river of sadness once more...it feels empty...this time its because of my own mother.
So today my grandmother notice I was feeling sad about something that I don't want to tell you (cause I would find it embarrassing).
She talked to me and made me feel better and she knows how I feel and straightened out my problems...(I feel happy texting this)
But my mom finds it funny that I'm sad and isn't like my grandmother, she doesnt help or anything so I don't talk to her and she knows why and yells at me making me lose more tears from my eyes.
She told my "You are cutting your days short" and I said "I don't care if I cut my days short". She hits my arm (doesnt hurt) and says "I think you have a mental problem".
You want to know whats so fucking funny about my 'mom'.
What's funny is that she is one of the main reason why I hate life and myself, but my grandparents, father, brothers, cousins, Denise, and friends is the reason why I'm on this fucking earth.
This isn't the first time though cause after me remembering stuff in the past, my mom doesn't care for me.
She insults me, she is annoying, she rushes me, and she expects I can anything for her.
I once said that I wanted to live my father but she said "Go on ahead I'm not stopping you".
She will never take an apology from me.
The only 3 people I really really really care is my dad and grandparents.
(I deleted these some many times cause in didnt feel comfortable sharing this tonthe public but ig I feel comfortable and I'm feeling happy now)
4 years ago 91 views 1 frames 2 Like
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