another private thing I wanted to share

I know that after you guys read this, you'll say, "it's okay, I'm your friend", or ," I'm here for you."

Let's face it. You don't know me. You don't know how hard I try to stay calm. Sure, I seem calm around you guys, but I do have axiety attacks every now and then. I don't have friends. I never will. If you saw me in real life, you would be running away in disgust. Or, you would leave me for new friends and bully me. Like my last friends. Right? I mean- you can't deny it. I honestly do NOT care if you say you wouldn't. Nothing can cure this pain I'm having. The pain of being alone. I know I'm gonna end up as someone with no love life. (Okay,I shouldn't have added that, but it's true.) I always find the worst possible things about me. I get called names that I'm not even allowed to say. Just thinking about them makes me sad. Currently trying to post this, I'm also fighting tears. One thing about me is that I've almost never been seen crying. (I only cried at least 10 or 11 times) I don't show my emotions because I'm afraid of other people judging me..

  tino1223

En sima no se mueve la criatura

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  Neoncat30

My life is horrible

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  Krissy Poo

I fellaよう

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  Neoncat30

You know what I ALYWAYS have that feeling sometimes i can’t breathe i get headaches stomachaches random body hurting and more

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  🇩🇪mel🇩🇪 QUEEN OF BREAD ÙWÚ

I feel what your going through I'm going through it too. The constant thought of not being good enough keep many people stuck in bed. I really want to give you good advice but the only advice I can give you is to talk to a therapist. That's the only thing I can say. Whst ever you do dont put yourself down, it makes things much worse for you and your mental health. I know I dont know much about you but I know what your going through. That's all I can say except someone out there has your back even if you dont believe it

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