Have fun with your whiteboard

I want to cut myself

Fat,stupid,you don't deserve to live,your a waste of air,your a waste of space,your a waste of money.

Smile
There's one line
Add two dots it's a face
The face is happy
SMILE
The face is happy
SMILE
There are three faces
SMILE
maybe I'll add another
Maybe today
Maybe tomorrow
SMILE
The smiles hide from view
SMILE
The smiles make me happy
SMILE
Maybe I'll add more
Maybe today
Maybe tomorrow
The faces tell me to
SMILE
Never frown
SMILE
SMILE
SMILE

I want to hang myself and before that I want to kill Naomi Crispin

Why?