Well you can idrc though, I don't have nothing better else to do anyways....but die. I wonder how death feels anyways and I'm scared to try for some reason even though I want it so much.

Uh no? It's like really cool so you're kinda missing out
Uh
But if I'll show up at your funeral or something 😐

Eh, whatever. I'll try to figure it out in a day or two.

It must be boring being immortal, since you like, can live forever or something like that.

HEY NOW!! IM GONNA LIVE FOR EVER
uh cus I'm built different or smthn 😐
SO STFU!

I and everyone is destined to die but I just feel like mine is gonna be early. Like, something is making wanna kill myself but I don't wanna be a puppet to reality or, I am a puppet who's pulling its own strings and torturing itself to death. This is why I never know who I really am :/