Well you can idrc though, I don't have nothing better else to do anyways....but die. I wonder how death feels anyways and I'm scared to try for some reason even though I want it so much.

Eh, whatever. I'll try to figure it out in a day or two.

It must be boring being immortal, since you like, can live forever or something like that.

I and everyone is destined to die but I just feel like mine is gonna be early. Like, something is making wanna kill myself but I don't wanna be a puppet to reality or, I am a puppet who's pulling its own strings and torturing itself to death. This is why I never know who I really am :/