vent teehee

I literally
My mind has been racing and it’s getting so tiring holy shit I just want to die SO FUCKING BAD
JUST
SO
FUCKING BAD
I WANT IT ALL TO JUST STOP, ITS SO LOUD AND I CANT HANDLE IT, I WANT TO BASH MY FUCKING SKULL IN SO BAD AHAHHAHS
BUT
I’m too scared to do shit at all
I’m just rotting away now
I just want it to be quiet again, I hate this so much, so fucking much
My own dad only talks to me about my grades and I feel so worthless
That’s all I am, a fucking robot to my family, all I can do is smile and get good grades
I can’t even do those right anymore
So what’s the point of being around if I can’t do anything right, I’m just weighing them down aha

  ♡moe

To be honest, it’s really unfair that you get all the pressure of being a perfect student and such put onto you. I get it, they think good grades are extremely important, but the way that they communicate that is not okay. It’s obvious that your stressed due to the pressure of doing good, and i’m just gonna say it okay to fail. It’s not your responsibility to become a perfect student, model citizen or any of that. You should be able to take things at your own pace, let them know that you want at least the freedom to do that.

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