To be honest, it’s really unfair that you get all the pressure of being a perfect student and such put onto you. I get it, they think good grades are extremely important, but the way that they communicate that is not okay. It’s obvious that your stressed due to the pressure of doing good, and i’m just gonna say it okay to fail. It’s not your responsibility to become a perfect student, model citizen or any of that. You should be able to take things at your own pace, let them know that you want at least the freedom to do that.