Well when a person is deppresed they think differently they think that they should be givin punishment more and more often with the punishment becoming more and more harsh I can explain more if you want

I can't do much but I hope you can get better ^w^

It’s ok still hurt myself

I'm so sorry I wish I could of helped but I'm glad your dad helped ^w^

Stopped cutting myself but only reason why is my dad threatened that he would make me sit down in front of him and make me watch him grab a knife and cut his arm