i was singing bad apple

on you snus on you my dibil JUST DON'T SAY IT

Ima yumemi teru? Nani mo mitenai? Kataru mo mudana jibun no kotoba? Kanashimu nante tsukareru dake yo nani mo kanjizu sugoseba ī no tomadou kotoba atae rarete mo jibun no kokoro tada uwanosora moshi watashi kara ugoku nonaraba subete kaeru nonara kuro ni suru ugoku nonaraba ugoku nonaraba subete kowasu wa subete kowasu wa kanashimunaraba kanashimunaraba watashi no kokoro shiroku kawareru? Anata no koto mo watashi no koto mo subete no koto mo mada shiranai no omoi meō o aketa nonaraba subete kowasu nonara kuro ni nare! ! !

Nagarete ku toki no naka de demo kedaru-sa ga hora guruguru mawatte watashi kara hanareru kokoro mo mienai wa sō shiranai? Jibun kara ugoku koto mo naku toki no sukima ni nagasa re tsudzukete shiranai wa mawari no koto nado watashi wa watashi sore dake? Yumemi teru? Nani mo mitenai kataru mo mudana jibun no kotoba? Kanashimu nante tsukareru dake yo nani mo kanjizu sugoseba ī no tomadou kotoba atae rarete mo jibun no kokoro tada uwanosora moshi watashi kara ugoku nonaraba subete kaeru nonara kuro ni suru mudana jikan ni mirai wa aru no? Kon'na tokoro ni watashi wa iru no? Watashinokoto o iitainaraba kotoba ni suru nonara `rokudenashi' kon'na tokoro ni watashi wa iru no? Kon'na-jikan ni watashi wa iru no? Kon'na watashi mo kawareru nonara moshi kawareru nonara shiro ni naru?

Nagarete ku toki no naka de demo kedaru-sa ga hora guruguru mawatte watashi kara hanareru kokoro mo mienai wa sō shiranai? Jibun kara ugoku koto mo naku toki no sukima ni nagasa re tsudzukete shiranai wa mawari no koto nado watashi wa watashi soredake yumemi teru? Nani mo mitenai? Kataru mo mudana jibun no kotoba? Kanashimu nante tsukareru dake yo nani mo kanjizu sugoseba ī no tomadou kotoba atae rarete mo jibun no kokoro tada uwanosora moshi watashi kara ugoku nonaraba subete kaeru nonara kuro ni suru kon'na jibun ni mirai wa aru no? Kon'na sekai ni watashi wa iru no? Ima setsunai no? Ima kanashī no? Jibun no koto mo wakaranai mama ayumu koto sae tsukareru dake yo hito no koto nado shiri mo shinai wa kon'na watashi mo kawareru nonara moshi kawareru nonara shiro ni naru?