She Still Smiled, a song by: Me, ofc 🙄🍷✨
(most of this is figurative...but, he)
(My head is a dArk, dArk place)
You ask if she's okay,
She says she's "going insane"
She needs some pills to calm her nerves, and some rum to calm her brain
She needs the distance from the pain,
Stay away from your blades,
"No"...
She's high on misery,
She's bleeding inside, can't you see?
She's a big old reference for the poor look of "help me"
She needs a hammer for her head,
Some towels to clean up where she bled,
And the breath to say, "please, stop me..."
She'll try to
Smile among the bitches, who she really wants to slaughter
Sorry that she's not the ideal friend, or the most perfect daughter
Sorry...for failing you, for failing them, for hurting me...
For making your eyes bleed tears that belong to your body
She'll tell you,
"Who are you to say, what they think I really need?"
"You are not a spokesperson for their pathetic, needy greed"
"They just want me to smile, coz the haven't my teeth, in awhile..."
But she still smiled.
♪♪♪♪
She hasn't been helpful, lately,
She just gets in the way
She's not allowed to have a razor,
So she can't shave her legs.
She tried to choke herself with her polka dot scarf,
She knocks herself out, gets some sleep,
But it doesn't go far.
She's crying every night, until the morning,
'lil past five
She doesn't love the world, it's never done her right.
She's terrified of their opinion,
Petrified of being different than who she...is
She'll try to
Smile among the bitches, who she really wants to slaughter
Sorry that she's not the ideal friend, or the most perfect daughter
Sorry...for failing you, for failing them, for hurting me...
For making your eyes bleed tears that belong to your body
She'll tell you,
"I can't escape this fucking land of misery"
"There's no Peter Pan here, no Wonderland, no fairies"
"It's my own living hell, here, I don't get to do much as I please..."
She's begining
To lose her mind, by the minute
She can't take the press-ure
Wants to quickly end it,
Because the pain is pleasure
Her friends are keeping her from moving on,
Her momma doesn't want her gone
She's screaming herself to sleep, but not out loud,
She does so quietly...
....
She'll try to
Smile among the bitches, who she really wants to slaughter
Sorry that she's not the ideal friend, or the most perfect daughter
Sorry...for failing you, for failing them, for hurting me...
For making your eyes bleed tears that belong to your body
She'll tell you,
"Who are you to say, what they think I really need?"
"You are not a spokesperson for their pathetic, needy greed"
"They just want me to smile, coz the haven't my teeth, in awhile..."
But she still smiled.
She'll try to smile among the (smile among)
She really wants to slaughter
Tie her toungue in a giant knot, stand up straight,
And keep her posture
She'll go and buy some rope,
Try to choke,
Then realize that she just really, really, really
Wants to go back home.
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