My confidence comes from God

My story
I was bullied in Primary school because of my teeth. My closest friends turn there backs on me. They talk behind my back. They gossip about me they lie about me and try to make a fool out of me. They say that things was my fault when it wasn't. Most of them were jealous of me. They called me the teachers pet. They called me different names. I was fed up with them. People outside of the school also was like that to me. I started to grew low self esteem and had self hatred. I always cry when someone talks to me. I think bad about myself and started to look down on myself. There was a point in my life that I think of committing suicide. I thought no one cares, no one loves me and that my whole life was a mistake. I sometimes get angry at God but it wasn't his fault. I hated myself so much. I took up a knife already to stab myself but my aunt and mom saw me and started to comfort me. There was also a time when I used my baby brother car and hit it towards my head. Things that I thought now I know they aren't true because I have closed family members who cares about me and church members also. The devil is the one who was putting these thoughts in my head like:
Your ugly
You will never be good enough
You are stupid
You are a mistake
e.t.c
Any negative thoughts in your mind is the devil he is the ones who is putting it in there. We must also recognize that the devil uses people to get at you. He hates you, he doesn't wants nothing but the worst for you and he is also afraid of you and afraid of the purpose that God gives you. That is why he put negative words in people's mouth and in your mind so you can think low of yourself and to get you on the wrong path. Alot of people who commits suicide is in hell burning up now that is why he wants most people to do it so he put the thought in there mind. Suicide is an unpardonable sin.
P.O.V
GOD DOESN'T MAKE MISTAKES
HE LOVES US ALL
HE CARES ABOUT US ALL
HE WANTS THE BEST FOR US ALL
HE IS YOUR FATHER
YOUR NOT WHAT YOURS FRIEND SAY YOU ARE
YOU ARE WHAT GOD SAYS YOU ARE
YOU ARE CHOSEN
YOU ARE BEAUTIFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE BY GOD
YOU ARE NEVER ALONE.
YOU ARE NOT A MISTAKE YOU ARE HERE FOR A PURPOSE TO FULFILL GOD'S WORD AND HELP OTHERS.
HE WANTS YOU TO KNOW HE IS HERE FOR YOU AND HE WILL GUIDE YOU. HE WANTS YOU TO LEAVE EVERY ONE OF YOUR PROBLEMS IN HIS HANDS.
Now I know who I am. I am here to pleased God and not man. I repented of all my sins and the things I accepted in my mind now I am forgiven.
DID you know God gets sad when you cry over these things. He just wants you to be happy and not accept the lie of the devil.🙏 God bless you.

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