I think it’s worth a try.

What if they don't? <:(

I'm scared.

I understand what you’re feeling.
Maybe try to talk a bit about them with your family? Or maybe someone else you can trust? I’m sure they’ll listen.

I miss talking about my feelings...

Hi!
I’m sorry I’m late.
But no. Pencil no.
YOU. ARE. AMAZING.

Even tho it feels like sh*t now. Even if you’ve felt like this for so long. It’ll be better.
Ye ye ye i know it doesn’t sound true.
But I really promise ok? It will.
Just hold on a little longer ok?

You won’t be like this forever. I get it, what you mean by not having anyone to talk about this irl.
Just hold on ok?
Your friends, I’m sorry they don’t talk to you much but hey! Really soon you’ll meet so many new people! And some of those people will be so trustworthy and generously nice that you’ll feel so good with them and well you get the point.

And before that happens you can always talk to me. From now on I’ll always be here. I know it’s not the same as irl but I really want to try to make you feel at least a little bit better. So whenever you need it, we can talk ok?

Just hang in there please. <3