Burning Pile

I don't really get why summer makes me so sad now. Ever since last year, whenever I think about the beach, it depresses me so much. I feel so... alone, during summer. Like I'm cut away from the world.
Last year in my vacation, I felt so sad that I was litterally going crazy. And when we got back home, I felt emotionless. I still can't explain why I felt that way, but godammit it was scary.
I don't want it to happen again...
Is this what they call "summer depression" ?

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