I keep changing personalities, ocs, and tell them to kill my ocs

I sometimes feel manipulative even though i barely know what it means

eh its normal I loose couple of best friends in that game
one time I had a friend who was my "brother" hating on me now because I turned corrupted and act like I wasnt myself and called him a dream stan
and he said "I DONY LIKE CORRUPTION ON MY FFIENDS IM UNFRIENDING YOU" and left, I felt regret that time

Oof

leave him alone hes just tryna eat his corn dogs