My side of the story

So I was joking and saying I had a crush on them (I say that a lot to people as a joke, I understand they wouldn’t have known cause it was over text) they believed me and said “I mean your cute so I wouldn’t mind dating you” and I kinda felt bad, and I have trauma of saying no to people when ever I said no to my dad he would beat my mom in front of me. So when I try to say no I think of those moments I wanna Kms. So I just asked them to date- well we kinda agreed. And I broke up with Potatoknish and it was just in the moment and I wasent thinking. So I just asked them to date- well we kinda agreed. I would have never got with them if I knew what they have went threw, they went threw something really bad and I can see they shouldn’t date and they need help and I wanna help them badly. They said something that made me upset and I wasent thinking and lashed out on them I didn’t want to end a friendship and I was very upset with my self. I wanted to kms. I cried for a day straight. I knew I messed up and should have never said that I don’t just blame it on me, we both messed up but I see they don’t understand that. But I will take the blame And there turning people on me. Ofc I’m not going tell anyone to turn on them. But I don’t want you guys to think that he’s bad. And with me and Potatoknish we made up but I’m really upset about it. I didn’t want to break up with him but I felt pressured and I was scared, yeah I’m a baby. I never wanted to hurt doctor bob and I know I lassed out bad, I wish that I never joked and never saw what he posted. I messed up and I see that. I hope that people unblock me. But it’s whatever they want to believe, not going to tell everyone to believe me. Well that’s my side I hope we can work something out. And I’m sorry if I scared you doctorbob, I was crying a lot over the days we were dating I thought they would do something that I don’t want them to do if I broke up with them, not saying they will I just have trauma with people hurting them selves. I was scared they would hate me, I was so scared.

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Leon!🌸

to everyone that think I'm shit for saying that I have trauma is pretty mean, I don't judge you for thinking it's an excuse. It was really hard for me to talk about this and I don't want this all fuckibg sappy yeah he'll I messed the fuck up bitch I was in the wrong, crap I would say the same thing, I wish my dad beating my mother in front of me as a kid was just an excto get out of my own dumbass problems, but that happing really messed with my fuvking head Andi don't want any emethy I just want suggestions on how I can go about this.i understand I'm an ass don't get me wrong. I understand if you don't give a crap

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I'm so sorry you feel that way I'm so sorry

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Leon!🌸

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I'm so sorry you feel that way I really wish I could have put that better but I have no other way to show that's it's hard for me to say no, I'm up for suggestions that don't make me sound mental!

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