to everyone that think I'm shit for saying that I have trauma is pretty mean, I don't judge you for thinking it's an excuse. It was really hard for me to talk about this and I don't want this all fuckibg sappy yeah he'll I messed the fuck up bitch I was in the wrong, crap I would say the same thing, I wish my dad beating my mother in front of me as a kid was just an excto get out of my own dumbass problems, but that happing really messed with my fuvking head Andi don't want any emethy I just want suggestions on how I can go about this.i understand I'm an ass don't get me wrong. I understand if you don't give a crap