If you have been wondering where I was here's the info (Tw; Venting, Graphic descriptions)
Over the past weeks, I have been staying in my room crying staying still And not eating, I haven't felt alive in a while, the idea of being here not on the app on earth disgusts me, I hate my self, I have been wondering if I a man scysophranic (Sorry I can't spell it) I have been seeing things and hear things, even smelling things around me that aren't there, I smelt somthing rotting when I was in the shower scrubbing, I Wana rip out my entrails and let it burn on salt for being alive, I can barley look at myself my skin has faded to a more pale color, I can see my ribs from my skin, I don't care anymore about breathing it dosent help that I can't stop bleeding. Every time I bleed I sob I hate being female I hate my life I want to rip out my body parts and cook them and eat them just so it feels like I did somthing, every time I look outside I feel like jumping, the cracking of my bones keeps the sounds of My breathing at bay, i can't listen to people I like without wanting to apologize, I slept until 5:30 yesterday, I found papers I wrote when I blacked out all about wanting to tear myself to ribbons, I smell blood every time I walk outside, I throw up all the time when I eat, my hair looks even more white cause I'm more pale, I can't help but stay alone in my room and cry, I'm sorry
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