Oh.... :(
You have to take advantage of the time you have left with corder, until the last moment
I know that a pet is not forever but... It will always be in our hearts 😭 *hug*
and... If in case corder leaves... Always keep in mind that in heaven it will be better :')
I know, my words don't help but... think about it, okay? :')

Sure...
Well I had 5 rats.... 2 years ago
I now have 1 rat...
And the last rat I lost was mine because
My family each picked a rat
My mom (coder)
My sibling(skye)
My dad(polo)
And me (nilly)
And then all of us picked a family rat called minx

But I never got to say goodbye to nilly
And now I'm an introvert
I'm antisocial
I'm sad
And I'm scared
Because we only have coder left and..
Rats only live for 2 years and coder is 2 years old
So I'm just scared to loose her

S-Sorry, can I know why :(?

I'm glad you are OK!!!

I'm 40 percent good
60 percent bad
And the number of good is dropping fast :')