Thank you *hugs bk*

*hug*

My mom is nice but I don't trust anyone fully so I rarely talk about my problems to her
My dad is great but he is not the best with my problems and not the best listener
My brother would tell my parents EVERYTHING if I talk to him about something and make fun of me
So yea sorry for ranting but you will get used to stress

(start here) I'm always stressed
I have to do live lessons every day at 11:00pm every day and I have to act so happy and fun for 30mins plus the breakout room that goes on for around 6-10 mins. My friends think that I'm a funny kind weird person but thats just who they see for the LLs and the breakout rooms
In reality I'm sad, always stressed, I think abused by my brother, and I feel fat all the time
I have to do a good job in school
One time I lost my phone for a year and a half for getting a bad grade in math at the beginning of it
All I needed was some help
My parents think I'm a happy girl who is mostly perfect but in real life I'm sad all the time and cry myself to sleep hopeing I will die
My brother hates me
I never tell on him ever and I always love him but he walks all over me