(start here) I'm always stressed
I have to do live lessons every day at 11:00pm every day and I have to act so happy and fun for 30mins plus the breakout room that goes on for around 6-10 mins. My friends think that I'm a funny kind weird person but thats just who they see for the LLs and the breakout rooms
In reality I'm sad, always stressed, I think abused by my brother, and I feel fat all the time
I have to do a good job in school
One time I lost my phone for a year and a half for getting a bad grade in math at the beginning of it
All I needed was some help
My parents think I'm a happy girl who is mostly perfect but in real life I'm sad all the time and cry myself to sleep hopeing I will die
My brother hates me
I never tell on him ever and I always love him but he walks all over me