Im tired

I have been constantly insulted and bombarded with hate, I don’t know how long I can live like this. I can barely go through one day without having some sort of traumatic flash back of the bull shit I’ve gone through, I feel like my name is starting to lose its meaning. The only thing I have left is my family, my friends, and my drawings. I wish I payed attention to the advice handed to me when I was younger, god I would have such a better life if I did that. But it’s to late, if I only had more time to fix this I would finally be happy. The days flash by me constantly, before I know it it’s the weekend, and after that it’s a new week. What you consider a long ass time would be fucking seconds for me. We’re all dying at different rates, but I feel like I’m already dead.

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