No, that’s exactly what I don’t want to happen you guys clearly have a great connection I’ve been the distant one lately I’m sorry please don’t do that. I’ve already upset styx I can’t let you down too.

I’m sorry you feel that way, I guess I’ll start distancing myself from her if you like

I. I don’t want to ruin you and Styx’s friendship or whatever it is you guys are I’m just being jealous and selfish I’m sorry I’ll let you be.
I just. Can’t deal with myself being like this ruining this for myself and others. I’m so fucked up. I’m sorry .

Don’t be sorry for me meeting you I love being around you really it’s like a privilege
Never be upset at yourself over me, and you telling your feelings is like a payment cause I love talking to you
So please if you don’t wana tell me it’s fine, just don’t be mad at yourself

You’re not a bother you’re my favorite person I’m just being selfish and needed and rude. Don’t speak down upon you’re self it’s not true zimick. I’m sorry to bother you.
I just don’t want to ruin something and another person has just because I’m like this way. I’m werid and revolting I’m sorry you had to meet me zimick.