That’s just the thing I like you to but my feelings are so fucking out of control lately and I really don’t even know what I should do with myself and sweetheart you never did make me uncomfortable I was just saying those things so you would hate me so when I died you wouldn’t be too sad, and please don’t get hurt over me I ain’t worth jack crap also don’t call me doctor bob lol it’s weird, and thank you for being honest with me plum blossom

I’m not hurt I’m in love. I just. I know we can’t really be a thing right now or ever but your words kinda made my heart flutter. And I don’t understand why it hurts and why I’m making you so uncomfortable I’m sorry . Don’t kill your self I might actually die from a broken heart. You mean a lot to me dr bob

I never hated you simp, I actually was just really suicidal that day and I wanted to cut everyone off before I actually killed myself and I didn’t want to hurt you, I never wanted to hurt you and I know when your hurt I can tell simp, and I meant every word I said in the past I’ve never hated you simp, I just didn’t want to hurt you but I did

It’s okay you didn’t hurt me. I juts hurt myself by using your oddly beautiful words like this and made me think I’m special to you or smth. It’s my fault not yours I’m always right here dw I just. I don’t want you to hate me anymore.

It’s not your fault and I probably would have done the same and actually when I said that, I was probably pulling that out my ass I was such a dick that day and I’m so sorry I hurt you please I miss you so much simp I don’t think I can actually be alone with myself without you near me and I’m so sorry I hurt you