sweetie im gonna say this one more time, they. didnt. deserve. you. thats all you need to know. yea, you put a lot of time and love towards them, but its their loss for not taking it. you shouldn’t feel bad about it now.

and if you turn into a mess, ill be right here the whole time to help you clean it up. you can talk to me whenever you need, grá <3

Yeah if you know you know dude 💀
But I feel like they don’t even know what the fuck I’ve been tryna tell them for the past year dude it’s been a year of me kissing up to them being as nice as I can be but all I get is nothing.

And I’ve fully given up, but I feel like I haven’t given enough to anyone else like all this time I’ve been focusing on them I’ve been missing out on what’s actually gonna make me happy like talking to people like you, you make me extremely happy so much so I cry sometimes, but if it wasn’t for people tryna pull me back I would of missed it in my haze of trying to make someone love me even though they don’t like me at all.

And now that person thinks where cool and still good, but they know fucking well there replacing me and I guess I’ll just have to let it happen, but fair warning I’ll probably be a fuckin mess when it happens so get ready for that lol 💀

But thank you hun your really amazing

dude, there really arent any ‘proper’ emotions to feel abt smth like that. if theyre trying to push you away then they obviously dont know what theyre losing, they dont deserve you anyway. trust me i know hearing that might not mean anything but its true.

and dw z, ik i wouldnt be the one youre talking abt its fine, i think i kinda have an idea of who you mean tho

It’s just lately I feel as if I’m slowly being replaced with someone cause the person I used to like the most (Not you but I do love you a lot your not the one I’m complaining about I love you dude) is slowly getting rid of me and I no longer feel anything about it and I feel like should and I shouldn’t feel emotional or emotionless and I’m just not feeling the proper emotions about it
And the person who I’m being replaced for doesn’t care and eggs me on every fucking day constantly and I don’t know if I can take anymore of this
But that’s really just the tip of the pile of dog shit dude lol

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