He left me, but why don’t I feel as bad as I normally do

Why don’t I feel like crying anymore, why do I now feel numb?
And why am I not upset anymore, we haven’t talked or even spoken, so why am I not going out of my way to talk to him
Why can’t I just feel the need to break the silence and talk to him, but why don’t I feel bad, am I the bad person? Or am I just saying this to make up for the fact I’m pushing him away, cause I don’t make his life fun anymore, am I the one dragging him down to my level, or am I so far gone from sane am I just now noticing the way I see things, in more detail, in more precise attention, in more of a light than most people, or am I just faking this feeling to make up for the numbness I feel, ever sense he left me, or did I leave him?

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  G̸̺̈́̂͒̍̒̇͝ḥ̷̢͍̙̪̎̎̅̅̄̃̀͂͑͝...

Idk who ur talking abt but abt the feelings
... kill it having emotions is bad people will use you for it

2 years ago   Reply

  Void

Hey I'm here for you and if he really left well just know I'm here to listen and remember your amazing - viturual hug - (sorry for not realizing later my phone been wird with notifications💀)

2 years ago   Reply

  Lime Square! 🟩 ❤️‍🩹

I hope you’re feeling okay. My mind is blank right now, so I don’t really know what to say, but I hope you are okay.

2 years ago   Reply

  ♤♡¿Cross?♡♤

❤️Doctorbob2💙

I can talk to them for you if you want, also srry for the late ass response

2 years ago   Reply

  ❤️Doctorbob2💙

♤♡¿Cross?♡♤

No it’s not one of them, it’s someone on here, I just feel like me and him, really just fucking don’t do anything but do to much, like a weird mixture and I just want it to work out, but I can’t find myself to fully open to him, and I’ve tried but I just can’t

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