Mafuyu from Project Sekai

As I playing the game, I realized something about her personality. On the outside, she's a sweet, good girl that has good grades and goes to many clubs. On the inside however, she's practically emotionless. Not once has anybody asked her if she's okay or what she wanted to do. Mafuyu just puts on a mask in front of people so she can please them bc that's all she's good for. I found this interesting bc it describes how I feel. Not once has anybody asked me how I feel about school or how I'm feeling. My siblings don't care if I'm sad they only care when I'm 'happy' and all I'm good for is them mocking me for not having any friends. Whenever I say something about my interests, they don't care and just tell me to shut up. My irl friends we don't even hang out anymore so the only happiness I found was going on my phone and playing Project Sekai. Apparently, they hate when I play that too and whenever they hear me play it or talk about, they tell me to do something else as if they don't value my happiness. It even got bad to the point my sister deleted the app and I had to start ALL OVER AGAIN. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate them or anything and it's not like I'm sad all the time but I just wished they would appreciate me and my interests as much as I appreciate theirs. Whenever they talk about stuff they like, I listen. But it's the complete opposite when I do and it has to stop. I want someone like a therapist to talk to bc I can't keep bottling up my feelings. Although this is not all I have to say, I'll cut it off at this: If you ever experienced anything like this, say it in the comments. You don't have to bottle up your feelings like I did :)
I'll be making sure to check all of them 💜🧡💖

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