snapped.

I can barely get fucking sleep anymore. The second I fall asleep, my boyfriend starts spamming me, and is like "oh do you love me anymore??" I WAS SLEEPING
. And me getting spammed death threats isn't the best either! Me doing something that makes me happy. Others hate on me for it. Like wtf is wrong with art?
I'm honest but hated. But others are liars and loved. It's fucking stupid.
People yell at me for venting and talking about my feelings. whenever I TRY to change, people judge me even more. I want to be normal. I want to be loved. BUT NOOOOO.
I have to SIT HERE, as your CuTe InNocEnt little MIND manipulates NAIVE AND GULLIBLE people into thinking some shit that isn't even fucking true. You only want attention. I JUST WANT TO BE ENTERTAINING.
But with all your shit I have to deal with its driving me crazy.
Just leave
Fucking leave
I dont-
I don't care anymore. Just-
Leave. If you honestly have the GUTS to spread things about someone, LUCKY YOU. because I. DON'T. I just wait it out. And when I try leaving the conversation, AKA blocking you, YOU MAKE NEW ACCOUNTS TO CONTINUOUSLY TORTURE ME.
I'M DONE. I'M DONE.
AHHHGGGGGGGGG-
Im having a crisis. AHHSSGSHNJJJJHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I. WANT. TO. BE. NORMAL.
I want to be like you guys.
Have real friends, have a actual life. BUT APPARENTLY THATS NOT HAPPENING.

I'm sorry guys I want to scream right now

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