Once you carve a stone… it can’t return to its original form… and will never be the same… I understand your views and why you had your reasons… but after, you still lied…… If I didn’t already have depression and trust issues there is no doubting I have it now. It’s very on the contrary that we will be friends again. I do still care for you… but not as much as anyone I know. And if you EVER hurt Retro… you don’t deserve… I have respect every religion and never tried to insult. I don’t ever remember hurting your friends… or not intentionally… the only person I have hurt was you… and every time I tried to say sorry until it wouldn’t work… you know this… all until the end. I must admit I still check on you both every one in a while… not obsessively… just to see how your doing… I wish you well.