That sucks, it is also relatable, I had your same problem, I play volleyball since I was 13 and no one knows how to play it or they don't feel like playing it, im someone who needs to waste all my energy playing cuz I have Adhd 🙍🏼

I Will never stop playing that sport because it makes me feel free and emotionally good

I feel you, I also do sports, Im professional at volleyball, but I never felt like practicing on a volleyball group, I always do things by my own self, so I can't get stressed on something like that 🤷🏼
If you like that, do it, if you don't, don't stress yourself on doing it for others or smt like that, you know what do I mean right? Take life like smt chill buddy 👐🏼❤️ I wish you luck