I feel you, I also do sports, Im professional at volleyball, but I never felt like practicing on a volleyball group, I always do things by my own self, so I can't get stressed on something like that 🤷🏼
If you like that, do it, if you don't, don't stress yourself on doing it for others or smt like that, you know what do I mean right? Take life like smt chill buddy 👐🏼❤️ I wish you luck