Despite all my life issues

I'm proud of how I've matured, I have been through alot, and I've been watching us grow
I used to be 11 just making animations here, now im 14 already thinking of how to get a job

tbh I grew being scared of adulthood, people get shot, slaughtered, arrested for mostly dumb reasons, men's wives almost running them over--there's a lot more but I ain't wanna talk about too much

All I had was some thoughts to share and a cool drawing