I feel so much better

For the last 5-6 months I have been filled with existential dread. Every fun thing I do, every good memory I think back on, it's in the background making it feel less good. And it's especially there when I'm in a bad mood, or I do something I wish I didn't.

But today I don't feel it at all. I feel like myself. I feel hopefully and great. I had honestly forgotten what it felt like.
So hell yeah