im jus letting it out (another vent)

im not gonna be able to sleep this night because I'm anxious of everything. And I never got sleep for any other nights. Don't tell me to "get over it" or "Stop your crying", otherwise you're probably just gonna start a drama (that's not my fault). also my dad is on vacation, with his "new girlfriend" is what my mom calls it. She keeps saying random stuff like : "isn't it mean that your dad isn't taking us with him?" And stuff like that.
Also, school is a huge problem aswell, homework, school work, detention, etc, etc..
My friends are starting to become distant.. its like they don't really care about me anymore. Everyone blames me on everything, they make fun of me, calling me
"snot ass". Wtf 💀. And don't even get me started on chores.
I do vacuuming, cleaning Everyone's room, dishes, trash, etc. And I get €1 a day. €1.
I dont even bother anymore tbh. If I were to quit, that would just make you guys sad. Then more people will quit, and more people, and more and more. The only thing that keeps me in courage is you guys, so I don't wanna quit. Taking a break would also stop me too. Dude, I can't calm down. Right now my mom is "at the shops"
(aka, with her new boyfriend). And everytime I call her, she doesn't answer.

I need help.
Gn

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