The real reason why I’m single
Alright so lets have a genuine moment aside from my jokes
Yes i do want someone who can put up with me for longer then 2 minutes but in general i do have people who have told me they liked me, both females and males. The problem with that is i cant seem to fall for them. No matter how much time i spend with them how much i talk with the, and how much i feel for them i don’t want to be with them. Its a form of protecting myself. It’s not that i don’t want a relationship its that mentally i don’t think I’m able to be there for someone else and myself at the same time, I’m aware i have low self esteem and I’m also very bad at trusting people due to past relationships. I loathe when people try to force themselves upon me because it makes me feel less comfortable with people.
Im my own downfall in my love life because i never let myself be with the people i want to be with
And when i do let myself go into a relationship like that i get hurt. Ive been in 2 relationships the second one ended on good terms, the first one ended so badly i ended up losing most of the people i thought of as friends. Got tired of befriending people through relationships so i made my own now i have people i trust which is yk good.
I just want to feel like my love for someone isn’t suffocating them and i want to make sure they help me overcome the suffocation of my own trust issues
Im perfectly fine with explaining both of my relationships i just dont care to bc like that’d be boring i feel like
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